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Feb 18, 2022Liked by lauren deborah | she/they πŸŒˆπŸ†

You are incredible.

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Feb 18, 2022Liked by lauren deborah | she/they πŸŒˆπŸ†

It is very hard to admit that something you really wanted doesn't work for you, and even harder to walk away from it. Sending you love and courage to support you in the next part of your adventure.

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Feb 18, 2022Liked by lauren deborah | she/they πŸŒˆπŸ†

Good luck for the next chapter. Hugs for the challenges you are going through.

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Feb 18, 2022Liked by lauren deborah | she/they πŸŒˆπŸ†

Ahhhh thank you for sharing that LD. It's not easy opening up wounds for the world to see, but I totally TOTALLY relate to what you are saying here - and I'm so sorry you have been through the wringer emotionally. There is pressure sometimes to enjoy a new place - but no one size fits all and there is nothing wrong with admitting 'nup - it aint for me'. And YES! Have been there, I know the feeling well. I'm excited to hear about your next adventure. Selfishly hoping its London so I get to meet you!!! :)

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Feb 18, 2022Liked by lauren deborah | she/they πŸŒˆπŸ†

Right there with you, sister. Currently forcing Arizona.

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Feb 26, 2022Liked by lauren deborah | she/they πŸŒˆπŸ†

I can relate. You Montreal was my Seattle. I never for a second regretted moving back to Southern California. Turns out my soul needed the sun. And I believe, for so many of the reasons you described, leaving is the bravest thing you can do. It absolutely counts as self care.

Speaking of self care, I love that you have set Monday evenings aside for it. Such a good idea!

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Mar 6, 2022Liked by lauren deborah | she/they πŸŒˆπŸ†

Wow you really captured what it feels like to be out of place. I lived in Vancouver for 4 years and remember feeling like... life was elsewere. And I was missing out on it. Moved back to France, it was hard but best decision ever! Best of luck on your move β˜€οΈ

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